Living Life in Between

My trip to Florida was cut short. I left for Florida on Monday and flew home last night when my intention was to stay much longer than that. It turns out I was given the wrong information and I was not eligible for services. So when I got there I was informed that I could not stay at my hotel because of my ineligibility and so I had to get another hotel and a return ticket for the next day. The entire time I was running on very little sleep so much of the events of the last few days are like a dream to me. Rather than dwell on the negative aspects of what happened, I want to recount some experiences I had that were powerful, positive examples of the spiritual love and support that exists all around us. Although I was not accompanied by any of my family on this trip, I felt surrounded by family throughout my journey, especially during my actual travel by plane from airport to airport. Connection to the Past The day I left my home I experienced some very strange pangs of anxiety th...

I had a very busy night last night, though through most of it I was not lucid. Clearing and Protecting My House When I went to bed last night I was still a bit in shock at what happened during the day. Not only had I gotten confirmation that all was good to go for my trip to Flag, but I had also bought the ticket (which was very reasonable by the way) and found out that my mother-in-law would be moving in to our home to take care of my three children while I am gone. Everything fell into place so quickly and to think I was just worrying over what to do the moment before! I fell asleep quickly which has been the norm for me since baby was born. I am awake one minute and the next I am in a dream sequence and very much asleep. It is wonderful! I found myself walking through a house which was mine but looked nothing like the home I currently live in. It was a small, wooden structure with an upstairs loft area. It appeared to be a log cabin or similar because the walls were lined wi...

I was able to recall one dream last night, though it was not very vivid. It was another school dream. I often have school themed dreams and have for as long as I can remember. Most of them started after high school graduation. I believe the school theme represents my current and past life lessons and how I am responding to them. Return to College In this particular school themed dream I was returning to community college with my older sister. I agreed to go along with her to college, acting as a kind of mother figure to her as she was scared to return. My role felt more like a guide than a sister, similar to a mother holding her daughter's hand as she ventures upon a new, unknown path. On the first day of class I accompanied my sister to her first class - Sociology. As we sat down, I explained to her that she would need to edit her schedule to fit her particular degree plan. I told her I had already taken the course and sat next to her in the far corner of the classroom....

It has been very normal around here the last few days. I have not had any astral experiences, no lucid dreams, no spiritual ah-ha moments....nothing. We have been tearing up the floors down stairs and putting in new bamboo flooring but even that is not really exciting since it is the middle of the week and not much is getting done. I would have written yesterday but I woke in such a sour mood that I didn't think it would help anyone, even me, to write it down. Negativity does nothing but breed more negativity. I have not been getting very restful sleep. I would blame it on baby wakings but I can't do that. I moved to another room to try and get better sleep and left the night wakings to my husband. He didn't complain and let me do it but I still woke up more than I wanted to. Then every morning my husband has been leaving for work 2 hours before he is due there and I have to wake up to tend to all three of my kids. So, my sleep has been interrupted and dreamless. Someti...

I awoke this morning from a very strange dream about my ex husband again. I don't know why he keeps making an appearance in my dreams but this dream specifically seemed to focus on the life I would have had it I had stayed with him. The dream was especially strange since I have not really even been thinking about him much. It could be that he just symbolizes the me of the past and if so then it makes a bit more sense I guess. Eggs A theme in my dreams lately and in my waking life has been that I keep seeing eggs. Eggs in dreams symbolize new beginnings, fertility, birth and creative potential. I have seen eggs in my dreams in the past, prior to our selling and buying our new home, but this is the first time that I have seen eggs both in my dreams and in waking life. It all started when I had a strange dream where I was riding a chair bicycle through town and stopped in a yard where there was a chicken coup. I saw a man holding a brown chicken that was a pet and she laid an un...

For the past few months I have gotten every thing I have asked for. It has been an amazing ride full of high stress, amazement, awe and seemingly never-ending lists of things to do. Now that I have made it to the other side and gotten to my destination - a house sold, a house bought, a job lost, a job found - I find myself running into a road block. My last goal, to reach the state of Clear, has been slowed. The road block would be considered a "bump" by some, but for me it is more than that. I was told I needed to complete more actions than I anticipated. One in particular needs to be completed before I leave and it is a particularly long one that requires a minimum of 20 days. The main issue I have with this one is the time it takes because I have committed to starting my new job on September 1st. I did this in order to have more time just in case a set-back occurred. However, I did not anticipate a setback like this or I would have said my start date needed to be Octob...

I have been feeling emotionally, mentally and physically exhausted again. Since our move, my commute to and from work has doubled. I now drive a total of 2 hours a day! This on top of my normally busy/hectic home life has taken its toll. The good news is, tomorrow is my last day! Vividly Strange Dreams I was awakened three times last night. Each time I woke up it was from an odd dream. The last one I remember the clearest, but I remember bits and pieces of the other ones. In one, I was cleaning up with a vacuum cleaner that turned on and was operated by Spirit. I remember vividly this black, cornucopia shaped contraption that floated up and began to voraciously suck up everything. I grabbed hold of it and pointed it at objects and even at a person's head. It sucked up everything except the person. lol The other one I remember only one specific part - my baby. In the dream, my husband had let our baby crawl around. He had gotten into something and, exasperated, I yelled at...

It is quiet at my house and so I am sneaking onto the computer to write a bit because I have been super reflective lately. With the realizations I had this week (ascension) and the interesting meeting with my guides I had yesterday morning, I am beginning to realize why I have been feeling the way I have for so long. I came into this body already very aware and although I suppressed it for some time, eventually I could not stop the changes. The process is not always obvious and for me there seemed to be periods where nothing was happening. However, I believe those periods were likely when the most necessary changes were taking place. As I scan through this blog I recognize that this blog is about my personal spiritual advancement (ascension). It paints a picture of the process so that others who are awakening spiritually and experiencing the changes associated with ascension can better understand what is happening to them. At times I feel driven to write in this blog - as if it i...

This week has been exhausting. My mornings start at 5:30am and I often do not get to bed until 10:30-11pm. Then my baby wakes up 2-3 times a night, so my sleep is continually interrupted even with the help of my husband. It is no wonder that last night, after being woken up for the fourth time, I crawled out of bed and carried a pillow and blanket to my son's room to try and get some sleep. Noticing I had left and obviously sleep deprived himself, my husband stomped into the room and left baby with me, yelling something at me that I could not hear through my earplugs. Realizing I wouldn't get anymore sleep I got up and took baby back into our bedroom and then went to the bathroom to get ready for the day. It was 6am by that time I had given up on sleep yet I did not want to get up. Since baby was back asleep, I went back to my son's room and laid down on his bed. I was obviously upset. My whole body felt stiff and thoughts were running through my head about how to fig...

Recent Events Last night my husband and I met with the director of the Church. She is a very nice woman who just turned 60 yet looks as young as 40. I immediately liked her when I first met her back in January of this year so her visit was not one I minded although the subject of the meeting normally would make me uncomfortable. She came to discuss with us the renovation and improvements which are being made upon the Church building and the Church itself. Of course, she knew we recently sold our home and so was hoping we would considering donating funds to help. As we sat and talked she began talking about the urgency of the state of planet Earth. She mentioned how little time we have and I began having intuitive glimpses into what she was saying. I felt the familiar rush of heat as Spirit neared and I began to speak to the lady and my husband with the urgency that was being relayed to me. Oddly, there was not a specific Spirit I was speaking to. I just felt overwhelmed with know...