Cities in the Sky
I went into astral from a dream that turned lucid. In the dream, I was on a beach doing something (can't remember now). I do remember I had just traveled a long way to be there. There was sand around me in all directions for miles. I don't recall seeing water or an ocean. The sky was a vivid blue with sparse clouds. I recall looking up in the sky and seeing this object. It appeared to be an entire city in the sky. I remember seeing what looked to be two chimneys but they were purple and misshapen like something out of a Dr. Seuss book. I remember thinking they could not possibly be chimneys but there was smoke rising out of them. I could also see the rooftops of different dwellings to the left of the chimneys.There was another floating city to the right and I remember thinking it odd that two vividly colorful cities were up in the sky. Both cities resembled children's toys - bright colors and zigzags of houses and buildings all squished together like something out of the Dr. Seuss books. I also remember thinking they were my cities.
I decided that I would take a picture because I knew no one would believe me when I told them I saw two cities in the sky. I looked in my bag for my camera. It took me a while to find it, but I did. When I turned around to take the picture, the cities in the sky were gone. I was very disappointed in the dream. So much so that it brought me into full lucidity.
When I became fully lucid my vision faded in and out and I was transported to a different scene. No longer was I on the beach. Instead I found myself in my old bedroom in my Mom's house. This is not unusual for me as many of my astral adventures began in that house, though the room I found myself in was the one adjacent to the room I typically astralled out of. My vision kept coming and going. When I was able to see, my vision was blocked on my left side, as if something were laying over it. I kept wanting to move whatever it was out of the way (later, when I awoke, I had a pillow over the left side of my face). I instinctively knew I was close to my body and my old habit of leaving my body behind me as quickly as possible took over (I use to leave the vicinity of my body quickly because I found the closer I was to my body, the more likely I would be pulled back into it). I flew out the bedroom door and into the main living area as quickly as I could. In the living area my vision faded in and out. I took a moment to try and increase my energy. I rubbed my hands together vigorously and said, "Clarity now!". My vision came back without the obstruction over my left eye and I looked down at my hands. They were glowing and bright. I lost interest and then wondered what the other side of my hands looked like. So, I looked at my hands again. First at the palms of my hands and then the top of them. It was then that I noticed I was wearing my wedding ring.
I did not stay in the house for long. I could not see well and I knew other people were in there. The energy was active and I didn't like it - something was off about it. I assumed the people in the house were family, though. I felt I needed to go outside so headed that way. The minute I opened the door my vision became crystal clear and the sun was almost blinding in my face. I flew out the door and saw my son playing naked in the yard (my Mom's front yard). He immediately recognized me and came up to me. I was excited to see him and wanted to see if he knew how to fly in astral. I said to him, "Hey (son's name), look!" and I hovered over the ground to show him. Then I said, "Come on!" He looked at me with disinterest and went over to a tree and resumed playing with his toys. I stayed flying in the air and decided that I would continue on my way and let him play. When I turned around I saw a man and a woman standing by my old, white Ford Escort that I use to drive in high school. The back door was wide open and I could see the familiar red interior. I went toward the car as if to go inside, got close enough to see the interior very closely and suddenly remembered my father (the time I owned the car was the last years I had with my father before he died). I suddenly knew he was the man I saw standing by the car.
For some reason I did not want to confront the memory of my father at that time and decided to leave the car and move up the driveway towards the main road. There were two men walking up the road with me. One was very tall with a broad back and shoulders. He was not wearing a shirt and I could see him tan skin glistening in the sunlight. I recall recognizing him and calling him by name. He and the other man slowed when they got to the main road, as if waiting for me. They were talking amongst themselves and laughing. When I caught up to him I immediately recognized that he was naked. For a moment I paused as if making a decision, though I don't recall any thought occurring prior to my action. At this point I went towards his groin region and went about giving him a blow job (this is embarrassing to me to admit, though). I recall that I was doing this sexual act not only for him, but also for myself. I could sense my physical body responding as it slept and could feel the energy of my root chakra expanding and intensifying. When it was over the man tried to rub sperm all over me and it disgusted me. I recall losing visual at this time because I felt uncomfortable with how the man responded and with the fact that I had done such a demeaning thing.
With my vision gone, I moved away from the scene and down the main road. My vision came in and out and I decided to fly. I could feel myself lift up the minute I made the decision. I also thought to myself, "I want to experience something I have never experienced before". With the thought I felt myself bump into something. Whatever I bumped into did not scare me and I sensed it was another person. It bumped me again and began to pull me down out of the sky. I still could not see but could feel the energy of this being pulling me down. It pulled me close to it and I could feel its energy close to me and warm. It felt as if another face was right in front my own face. At this point I really wanted to see who or what it was that had me pulled so close to them. Interest brought back my vision and I got a flash of the face of this thing. It was not human. It had human features and skin tone but its nose and face seemed blended together as if sculpted out of putty. It reminded me of the scary, zombie creatures on the movie I am Legend.
Strangely, I did not react with horror or fear. Instead I looked at the creature and said, "If you are not here to do good, then please leave". In an instant it disappeared and I was free. I felt my physical body pulling me back and I did not resist. In a moment I was back in my bed knowing that I got exactly what I asked for. I got to experience something I had never experienced. Never had I seen a creature in astral. Nor have I encountered something that pulled on me and pinned me down. I was pleased with how I responded. In my mind I passed the "test". It was obvious that the entire experience was a reflection of my thoughts/mind.
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