Living Life in Between

When this week started I had a good feeling about it. So far the feeling has remained and the week is turning out well. I have noticed a shift in energy for myself and those around me since the new year began. It feels like an opening occurred. Like a funnel, the energy that was blocked is now moving freely, being sucked into the previously energy-devoid spaces that were so painfully obvious to me in the past six months to a year. Monday Yesterday. The feeling I had all day was one of hope and anticipation. It was not an overly excited feeling just a feeling of being open to new things. I filled out an application online that I had not been able to access from home the night before. When I finished filling it out I thought to myself, "I will get a call tomorrow". I felt sure of this and smiled and thought not more about it. Later that afternoon when I was preparing to go home I checked my voicemail. There was a message from the director of the very place I had just fi...

We celebrate the third birthday of my son today. I can't believe it has already been 3 years! Happy Birthday! My son is a Capricorn. Capricorns are hard workers. They have strong emotions, like most Earth signs, and tend to be goal-oriented leaders. My son fits these traits to a T. I knew this would be his personality prior to his birth. So far he has turned out to be exactly as I imagined - loving, generous, stubborn, and tenacious. I got a forecast from a psychic prior to his birth predicting his gender (which I already knew) and his personality/future. She also predicted him to be quite competitive and to love animals. One aspect of his personality that I predicted and that is very apparent already is his tendency to be a mediator. He wants to maintain the peace and will give up his toys or something he wants for another child if that child seems upset or disturbed by his possession of it. He even does this when his sister throws a tantrum over something he has and she doe...

I have asked to meet or communicate with my future son via my dreams or OBEs but have yet to get what I have asked for. Last night I did see a small baby running in my dream. It was a little, six month old girl and she was completely naked and bald. It made me wonder if that was the extent of the information I was going to get on this baby. I would like to get a better feeling of who he is and what to name him. With both my daughter and my son I knew their personalities before I met them and have been spot on so far with my predictions. I could just feel who they were and were going to be in this life. With this little guy I just don't feel much of anything yet. I have also been doing self healing before going to sleep. This is in part due to the fact that I am having trouble going to sleep and that I am feeling drawn to do it. The night before last I was led to focus on my head and heart and when I stopped healing I felt a buzzing in my temple. Last night I focused on my legs ...

I found myself walking along what appeared to be a man made island of some sort. I looked down and saw bright white gravelly sand. To my left, right and front was the bluest ocean I had ever seen spread out for miles. As I panned the horizon looking for land I could only make out a few wispy clouds in the brilliant blue sky. I looked down again at my feet. I noted the white gravely surface and saw it glistening beneath my feet. Where it met the water there was this border of dark brown almost black. I am not sure what it was made of but it created a definite boundary between the island and the water. It was at that moment that I realized I was not alone. With me was a man whom I knew. He was young, like me, and his skin was radiant. I do not remember what the rest of him looked like except that he appeared to glow a yellowish-tan color. I also recall that his face and body seemed to blur if I looked closely at him. This glowing man stood right beside me and was talking to me ab...

My interview went exceptionally well yesterday. It was very interesting considering I was going to cancel it and just not try for the job. I had a good answer to all the questions and had a good rapport with the three people who interviewed me. The lady who was the main interviewer and who will be my boss if I am hired, walked me out and was very friendly and talkative with me. When we parted ways I had to resist the urge to hug her. I rarely want to hug anyone who has just interviewed me. In fact, I am not sure if I have ever felt that way unless I was told I had gotten the job. So, the feeling surprised me and left me with a very positive feeling. Dinner with a Friend After my interview I met up with a dear friend who I haven't seen in quite a while. My spirits were high from my interview so when we met up my energy seemed to double. It was so nice to see my friend and feel her familiar vibe/energy! She seemed tired but was in good spirits and was patient with me as I talk...

I'm back to work today. So far I am not feeling any negativity and am doing alright. I thought it would be difficult for me to resume my old schedule since I have been enjoying getting so much sleep and having so much freedom, but it has not been that much of a change. I am feeling pretty upbeat, which is surprising, or maybe not considering the events of this last week. Car Accident On Friday while my me and my family were driving into town we got rear-ended on the interstate. My husband was driving and had to stop suddenly in the fast lane to avoid a driver who had a blow out. He stopped well enough to avoid hitting the car. I closed my eyes as he stopped and said, "I hope we don't get hit from behind". Within seconds of me saying that we did get hit. It was not a very hard hit but it scared my daughter and she started to cry. I turned around and saw she was okay. My son, who had been asleep when we got hit, grumbled a bit and then went back to sleep. I knew w...

My auditing is ongoing. I do not know how close I am to finishing but I am running out of time. I only have today and the weekend before my vacation ends and I have to return to work. I am feeling anxious and depressed about having to return to work, especially since I have not made any progress towards my goal of obtaining a new job. I had hoped that my auditing would bring clarity to my life problems; help me be more sure about what I want to do and future plans. So far it is not doing this. I am, however, feeling lighter and less burdened by past regrets and wrong-doings, which is the focus for this intensive process. Dream Filled Night I slept very hard and deep last night and had a vivid procession of dreams that were all inter-connected. I am not going to go into great detail in recounting them but I do want to summarize the entire dream sequence since it was so easy to remember and had some strong symbolism. Court Summons The first part of the dream involved me going t...